Whatever I do, that's meaningless.
        Working is meningless no matter what it is.
        Watching an anime is meaningless no matter waht it is.
        Reading a manga is meaningless no matter waht it is.
        Playing a game is meaningless no matter waht it is.
        Or rather doing anything itself would be meaningless.
        Doing anything would be already meaningless.
        Yes, it seems...I can say that again.
        So that what I (have to) hate the most definitely is 
        to mistakingly consider a doing as something that has a meaning or 
        to consider how I am as how I am doing something meaningful.
        If there is something I could say, that would be that 
        I spoil everything I would have to take responsibility as long as I keep making such mistakes.
        
        I must stop trying to get some meaning by doing somehing any time soon, evan from now on.
        
        But I don't know how I could keep going without doing.